We have had a wonderful weekend with our sweet boy. Full of laughs, snuggles, and fun! He is growing so quickly and he brings so much happiness to our life. The thought crossed my mind tonight as I was rocking him, what if I don't have many more days of doing this? He is ours in every meaning of the word except he truly isn't "ours." We could be told he is going home and that would be it, no more snuggles, no more giggles, no more kisses, no more anything. It makes me sick to even type that. I just truly cannot imagine life without him but I know that I have to try my best to be prepared for anything. God knows our hearts and knows our desires. We would love more than anything to be his forever mama and dada. It has been almost 9 months since we laid eyes on a handsome 6 pound 2 ounce baby boy that has become our everything. That day was filled with so many emotions but the greatest emotion was love. I had never loved someone in the way that I was immediately in love with him. I knew from the moment I saw him my life would never be the same. I had always wanted to be a mama but in that instant I became a mama. My days revolve around him and I wouldn't have it any other way.
Chaos would be a great way to describe the past few weeks with the case and we pray that everything is settled very soon. Tomorrow is a big day and it could go several different ways. We know that God is in control and when we hand everything over to Him great things happen. We ask that you pray for us and strength through the day. I am always waiting on pins and needles and we may have to wait until Tuesday for information. More than anything we ask that you pray for our sweet boy and his wellbeing. I will update when we receive information!`
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