Every Little Things Gonna Be Alright

Well the theme song of our house right now is "Every Little Things Gonna Be Alright." We received news today that really surprised us and not in a good way. Our sweet boy is now receiving more time and unsupervised visits with one parent. This is very hard to swallow. We knew when we signed up to do this that this was how it worked but it does not make it any easier. With them moving to unsupervised visits that means he is one step closer to going home. Typing those words just made my stomach flip and my heart race. We are experiencing so many emotions right now but trying to keep our focus on God and having faith that he is going to take care of all of us. We feel selfish for being sad that he is potentially going to be reunited with his birth parents, we feel angry because we have cared for this baby and they have done nothing, we are heart broken because for four months we have had the opportunity to love on this boy and anxious about what is to come. We have a list of questions a mile long but I don't think any answers we are given will take away our emotions. Right now we are just trying to process everything and really enjoy every single second we can with our precious boy. We ask for prayers for all of us and the situation. We pray for those that are in the position to make these decisions and that they are given clarity and see the situation as it truly is, we pray for his birth parents and that if he returns home they will make good decisions and give him the best life possible, and we are constantly praying for this innocent, sweet boy. We ask that you remember all of them in your prayers as well as us as we try to sort through all of the feelings we are experiencing.