A whole week with you was over in the blink of an eye. My time away from you creeps by and I never feel like I have enough time with you. You have made me laugh, cry, and be happier than I could have ever imagined over our break together. You have quite the personality and make your Mommy laugh hysterically. You love the attention so you tend to do it repeatedly and we both laugh harder each time. You have started referring to yourself in third person which is very funny to listen to. You have become quite independent and have started doing lots of things on your own. This makes me very happy and proud but very sad at the same time. You snuggled your Mommy lots this week since you weren't feeling well and it was nice to know that you needed me. We shared lots of special moments reading books, snuggling in bed together, and we shared lots of hugs and kisses. You no longer want me to hold you and rock but you like for me to sit on the ottoman and push the chair back and forth for you so you can rock. This was very hard for Mommy because that is our special time together and I think you knew it made me sad. You asked me to lay my head down on the "Lillow" with you while we said our prayers. You put your forehead right against mine and your sweet hand on my cheek. When we finished our prayers you looked at me and kissed my forehead like I do to you each night and tears started pouring down my cheeks. You being the sweet boy you are held my face and said "You ok Mommy?" As I am writing this the tears are streaming down my face yet again reliving such a special, sweet moment with you. I hope that you know how much I love you and how special you truly are. Each night when you and I say your prayers we thank God for bringing us together and ask that we become a forever family soon. I pray that you know how thankful your Daddy and I are to be your parents and how incredibly blessed we are.
As always, please continue to pray for our case. We have yet to hear any news from anyone. I have made several contacts without any assistance. We know God has a reason and we trusting in His plan!
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